im very pale self has bothered me for ages. but i never felt comfortable going tanning and you could never get me to lay out in front of anyone.
today i went in my swim suit to the pool and laid out on the lawn chair for 30 minutes. a swim suit! in public! and not hidden by the water!!!!!
when i stood up to walk away i could feel my thighs flab around but, hey, i cant win it all in one day, right???