As I was driving to work this morning, I thought to myself
"Once I get to my goal weight, I can go back to eating normally"
What a completely self sabotaging thought that was. I am so disgusted with myself for thinking that. I've been doing EXTREMELY well. Binge free for MONTHS (since July). I've lost 40 some odd pounds since March and feel wonderful. I'm not depriving myself of anything and really don't feel like I'm dieting. If I want to go to Red Lobster, damn it, I'm going to Red Lobster. I can say my new semi-obsessive behavior is weighing myself, but hey, its better than obsessing over what to eat next .
I guess my pont is. What I'm doing now has to be my way of life. I can't revert back to my old "eating normally" ways. Healthy choices and moderation are the key. My "eating normally" habits now should be my "eating normally" habits from now on.