Hi sweetie.....
I know what you mean.....I stumbled last evening too. We went to one of our favorite restaurants up north and I not only ate the all you can eat 'fried' fish fry....but had cheese curds, salad bar, and a million drinks. Boy do I feel like a big bag of poo today...ugggghhhh. I don't know what comes over me sometimes....I was literally eating everything in sight lastnight. I know the feeling of guilt afterwards...it's a horrible feeling.
Like everyone has said though....it's not the end of the world...and you realized that you flubbed up...and you are ready to move on...that is awesome!!! I realized that I flubbed up and it's back to business today. That's what seperates us from our old selves....everyone is going to mess up once and awhile.....as long as you get back on track and do the best you can do.....everything is fine. I think about my old self and a one night binge would have turned into a month binge...u know?
I am so proud of you....you have lost soooo much and have come so far...there's nothing that can stop you now!!!!
I know what you mean about the clothes thing too. Last time I went shopping...I picked all these cute little cami's,etc off the racks and tried them on. In my mind I thought...yeah...these should look pretty good on me...but then I get them on and they don't fit the way I pictured them to fit in my mind....it can be disappointing after working so hard. Just think though...what size did you start out in? Now you are a 16 and almost a 14...that's amazing!!!!!! Just remember...a 14 is "the average women's size" these days......
Ok...enough babbling...I just wanted to let you know that I have all these feelings too...I think a lot of people do....just keep doing your best...that's all you can do.....and seriously....you are doing a wonderful job....50 pounds gone is a tremendous amount of weight...you should feel very proud of that!!!
OK...gotta run...
Luv,
Liv