jodi, That's the golden question: WHY?? We hate doing it, it makes us feel awful, and we still do it. The binge enigma. I do that salty/sweet thing to. I think we do it to because our taste buds like a variety and they don't want the same sensation over and over and over again. Just try to avoid a binge tonight so you can break the cycle and get back in control. That is what I'm going to do tonight since I've faltered the past two days. I'll be good for the weekend if I stay in control tonight.
Stephanie, I agree with you that our perfectionism has a GREAT deal to do with our eating disorders. It especially plagues anorexics and bulimics, but I think we can apply to BED/COE as well. I put TONS of pressure on myself to keep in control, and when I fail, I can't move on, I just HAVE to continue eating since I feel I already screwed up. But we need to realize that one mistake doesn't feel as bad as a day full of mistakes. But it's the same feeling of guilt and failure. I feel the same guilt when I eat one bad thing as I do when I eat 10 bad things.
I can't watch my nephew at my house, and I did have him out of the house for 2 hours at the park, but when we got back is when I started. I've never tried carrying around a picture of a model or anything because I know I'll never look like that. I was once over 300 and my body is wrecked. I'll need to have reconstructive surgery, and even then, I'll have bad scars. So, I'm not sure if that will work. I couldn't imagine carrying around a picture of an obese person, it just seems wrong to me for some reason. Maybe I could carry around a picture of one of those dancing hippo from Fantasia or something, maybe that would work
Mish, No, my sister does not know. Nobody knows. She'd have to use a fort to hide all of her junk food anyway. She's obese herself and they have 7 people in her house and not a one of them eat healthy. It really saddens me, because her oldest son has inherited our paternal "fat genes" and he's going to have a serious problem when he's older. And she feeds them pure crap everyday and they eat fast food at LEAST 4 times a week. I know my niece and nephew are 2 of those kids that would already have signs of hardening arteries I've heard about.
No, I haven't tried that approach, but it sounds great to me! I sometimes just want to eat when I'm bored, but it's not a binge craving or anything. I just want a little bit of something, so I guess boredom isn't a trigger for me. Good luck with your new approach!! I hope it works!!
I think I may need to really start saying no thanks to anything not on my plan, because I just can't stop myself from overeating, or wanting to continue off plan. I shouldn't have went to that BBQ. I know it would have been rude to decline the invitation, but I'm creative, I could have made up a great excuse. Now, I still haven't solved the babysitting problem, because I think it's been only one time where I haven't lost it over there. I've tried bringing my own food, and keeping the kids up late, and playing computer games, but nothing seems to work. My sister just has all of my binge weaknesses over there. I know I could say no to babysitting, but I really need the extra money. I don't know what else to try. My mind always wanders to the food.