because my knees ache, my back hurts... and i'm freakin' HUGE!!! i am too young to be in this much pain. it must end.
i weigh (right at this moment) 11.6 pounds MORE than i did on my birthday 2 months ago.
i disappeared again and now i'm coming back. i have to do something and i am giving it another shot starting right NOW.
so i promise to give it my all and get back to my good habits.