Hello,
My name is Sharon and I am a food-a-haulic.
I have been hiding in the shadows for quite a while, actually about 6 months (can't believe it's been that long!), been soaking up all the pearls of wisdom and incouragement shared.
Dan's "slipping away" post this morning really woke me up and I knew I had to come on and let all of you know how much you have helped me. I had been considering LAWL for a couple of years but would talk myself out of it, primarily because of the expense (didn't think I was worth it). I found this site around Nov of last year and was encouraged by so many that were active then, especially Cassie, Nicole and Deb. I owe you all an enormous
THANK YOU. Seeing the success you had and your ability to stay with it for so long, told me this is the plan I have been looking for.
I had no doubt I could lose the weight, it's keeping it off that is the challenge. I've done WW and some extreme programs and I've lost 50 lbs twice before with Nutri System. N.S. was great, totally effortless and mindless, therefore I learned nothing and within a couple of years had gained it back. 200 was my "panic weight" back then. Seems like I woke up one day and I was way past my panic point (285). Decided to make some changes, my DH agreed to support me for awhile so I quit my stress filled, despised job last March and within 3 months had lost 25 lbs. without making any changes. Did not realize how that job was effecting me until I was free. I manged to lose another 10 lbs, but around the holidays got depressed and started gaining. I started looking for info on programs (like an alcoholic, I need the "meetings") and found this site. At over 250 I was angry with myself and felt totally hopeless. I never went anywhere because I was so ashamed of the way I looked and felt everyone else was too. Having over 100lbs to lose seemed impossible. It was so encouraging to find people that are successfully on the same journey. My only concern is age, the older you are the harder it can be, just means I have to be more POP than those of you that are so much younger.
At 59 I decided I can do nothing about being a old woman, but I don't have to be a FAT old woman. So I declared 2007 as MY YEAR, to put myself first (or at least closer to the top of the list). I am scheduled to be at my goal just in time to celebrate my DH birthday Jan 8 and our 40th anniversary in Feb. I want to dance all night and know that my DH is proud to be seen with me. As of this week I am no longer 59. Having a bit of a crisis about that so my dear sis suggested I just start counting backwards. Might work, for a little while anyway.
Looking forward to your help in the months to come.
Once again, from the bottom of my heart......................
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!