Hey La Jefa, i'm sorry to hear that you are feeling lost. I have been there too. It's crap. I am on medication and have gained another stone this year. So I've decided to lose the weight now. I'm drinking lots of water and just went for my first walk today lol so doubt i've lost anything yet. But i'm excited to get healthy. If you want to chat or need a weightloss buddy add me as a friend and we can whatsapp if you want
Good luck with your journey
Tara