When I first began practicing intuitive eating in Feb 2014 I was hoping to find a way to stop liking food so much, lose weight, and put and end to my binging. I have indeed stopped binging, I've lost some weight and keep losing, but I can't say that I've stopped loving food nor do I ever want to. I never imagined that a program I started for the purpose of losing weight would change my life so much well beyond food. I am unrecognized me to myself, I've had a complete personality overhaul. I've learned so many lessons and I wonder if others have too.
1. I am much much calmer and levelheaded. When someone around me overreacts, loses their temper, or attacks me in a verbal way I do not engage or even consider engaging in negativity. I am able to quickly collect my thoughts and respond with understanding and compassion.
2. Hunger is really easy. Easy to ignore. Easy to solve. It does not arouse feelings of any sort and if it does then I know it's not really hunger.
3. I'm not judgmental. Since turning the light of self compassion on myself it's hands down a piece of cake to feel compassion for others.
4. I love to walk because it's a beautiful day. I love to do squats because of the sensation of strength I feel in my legs. I love to do tai chi because of the sense of peace it brings me. I love to work out at the park and feel community with the other athletes. I love to exercise for the purpose of enjoying my body move rather than count reps and log miles and burn calories.
5. I enjoy food more than I ever have. In fact, I realize now that all the binging I did was never ever pleasurable. Now food pleasurable and comforting in all the right ways.
6. I've learned that I am trustworthy. I can allow myself to sleep under the same roof as chocolate cake without losing my mind. Food does not speak to me, nor does it taunt me, nor does it trigger me. Food is not out to get me and I am not vulnerable to it.
7. I've learned that if I take care of my body's needs that it in turn takes care of me and does not burden me with an insatiable appetite.
8. I've learned that listening to my own voice is much more important than listening to others. And the more I listen and follow my intuition the louder and smarter it speaks.