for even just a moment I could see myself through someone else's eyes.
I still see myself at almost 400lbs. I'm afraid of breaking chairs and not fitting places.
This just keeps getting to me. I look at a picture side by side and I know I can see the difference but I look in the mirror and I'm still reduced to tears.
I feel like I'm fighting an inner battle that doesn't let up. I know it's going to be a forever thing but I just wish for a moment I could get a glimpse of myself through another's eyes.
Anyone else feeling this way?