So I didn't make it to the grocery store me feet carried me home before I realised it. I did stop by the convenience store and at least got a couple peices of fruit to snack on and some salad stuff that they happened to have. I somewhat binged last night. It was not a good scene, I added bacon bits and cheese to my salad and wasn't moderate with the dressing. I also made a breadlike desert like thing again and ate the whole thing. Not good... in addition to the soup and the fruit that I had planned on eating.
I forgot to pack a lunch so that's probably why i was just too hungry and couldn't satisfy that. I'm up 2lbs from yesterday which honestly better than I should expect after a huge meal like that.
I guess the good thing is that I recognize that they're bad choices, and my bad choices are still better than what they use to be. With my old habits a "i'm tired and hungry" could have turned out far far worse. (Chocolate bars, icecream, chips... )
And it solidified my choice to work out tonight, I haven't gone to my aerobics class in a while so this might be the end of me. I'll consider it a victory if I can even half-*** my way through most of the class without fainting.
And I did bring lunch today. And already ate my breakfast.
@ Ubee - that's a recipe for being sick the next day though (drinking only) and for getting very drunk very easily. Even when drunk my stories can't really be worth it, I'm pretty much a dull girl! I fear you have super active imaginations and ascribe interest in my life where there isn't actually anything interesting. Last night for example I pretty much read an entire book, thats it.
@Fi - Sorry its hard right now. Time does slowly heal the wounds, your a brave person for keeping the hop alive I think it would be easier just to be mad at the person.
@Sam - Maybe tomorrow, I got enough stuff at the convenience store to get me through tonight that's about all I have the energy for.
@Terra - I think I need an intervention I just read a book instead. Oopsy! This is why I'm not allowed to read I tend to lose track of time when I pick up a book. Next thing you know its past bed time.
So tonight, no reading, I need to boil a bunch of dried beans to make vegetarian chilli, and actually chip away more at my housework. Hopefully working out doesn't sap that mojo.
No more cheese and bacon until the weekend. I'm still annoyed with myself for that. if I'd measured it out with a measuringspoon it would have been fine but no... I just poured so I don't even know the true extent of the damage. Ah well gotta move on...