I stepped on the scales yesterday, it said 147lbs instead of 145lbs. I feel awful. I feel like such a failure.
I know exactly how/why i gained weight (too much chocolate, canteen food, not enough exercise). I know what to do to fix it (eat less chocolate, canteen food, workout more)
It just sucks that i will have to wait for the weight to go away.
I think i am just negative because a good friend killed themselves on Friday.