So to start off, I'm completely new to this website. I literally just registered a moment ago. But I have looked around a little bit and everyone seems so...supportive.
I'm young, 18 to be exact, and I've always struggled with weight loss and my body in general. Today of all days, I feel more insecure than usual. I feel fat, ugly, and disgusting. I go out.. and feel like every person who looks at me is judging my body. Inside I feel like I am so much more though... like I deserve more. All of these pretty girls my age who have these "perfect bodies" and I want so much to be like them. Isn't that wrong though? My view on myself is that... I could be so gorgeous if I lost a hundred pounds. But it's so damn hard.
I've tried dieting numerous times and always seem to give up. I hate it so much. Lately I've been considering checking out Jenny Craig, Nutrisystem, Weight Watchers, or some program similar. Have you tried any? Thoughts would be amazing!
I just hope that one day I can finally look into the mirror at myself and truly be happy. I can't even shop in the Junior's section of stores anymore.