I am still gaining. I can't act like I don't now the base of the reasons but does it fall under life? Or excuses.
*WARNING THIS IS GOING TO BE ME VENTING/RANTING*
Ok so here is a bit of background. I am a WAHM. I have three kids under the age of 6. My youngest is a preemie with a few health issues. We live on the Oregon coast where in the winter I am lucky to see the sun once a month. I live 1,300 miles from my family but only 15 miles from my husbands. We live in rural development housing which has 10x more rules than a normal rental. My hubby works all the time.
I can't seem to find the time to eat right nor really work out 6 days a week. I get about maybe one day a week where I am on track with working out and eating well.
Why?
My husband works all the time. Like no joke. My oldest is the only one in school. I have orders for my business to work on all the time and my two youngest always seem to need something. Then to top it all off I feel like I am contently cleaning because my house has to be spotless because of living in rural development.
How do I make time for me? I hardly find the time to even eat something let alone something worth value. I can't ask for help because there is no one to help me. I just feel like I am slipping slowly back into just not giving a f**k because it is the easy way out. But really I don't see a way out.
Any one have any ideas?
Hannah