*sigh* ok, i just needed to type that somewhere and make it official. Cuz i do.
i started out sometime in 2009 after a miscarriage after IVF at 258 pounds. Since then, i have dabbled in various plans and have found myself today at 241.1. So, i do have some things going in the right direction, but at this rate, it will take me 10 years
3 weeks ago today i became a vegan after learning about the meat and dairy industry. i thought this would really help with my weight loss and i was down to 238.3 but here i am. 237 seems to be my magic number i just * can't * break * across and i am not sure if it psychological or just coincidence.
Honestly, i think i can get to 120's and still look healthy cuz of my frame but we shall see, i haven't set a goal yet, all i know is if i lose 100 pounds off of 241 ain't nobody going to say that ain't healthy, so i have probably more than 100 pounds to lose.
i started a blog but i just needed to talk this morning so thank you for listening to me vent. it's a bit of an adventure meshing vegan-ism with diet but i am working on it & learning.
100 pounds just seems so insurmountable and the weight seems so stubborn.
-fm