I do not understand myself. Why in the world am I crying over the fact that I just found out via Facebook that my only serious ex has a new girlfriend? I have been dating the most amazing guy in the world for over 9 months and for some reason it still feels like he just stabbed me in the back.
I dated him for a year, and (TMI) we lost our virginity to each other. We broke up in February '09 and he has repeatedly contacted me, and every time he does it feels like being hurt all over again. I started dating this one in April, but I guess I still have some weird feelings. I feel so bad because I love the man I am with.
Oh, and it doesn't help that his new girlfriend is thinner and prettier than I am. Guh. And I am not on my BC right now, so my hormones are EVERYWHERE. At least I have replaced the mint chocolate chip ice cream with carrots. Please tell me I am not insane.