Would someone or a couple of someones be willing to keep me accountable for the food that is going in my mouth for the next 4 or 5 days? I am under a tremendous amount of stress and I don't want to blow it. I have a Dr appointment tommorow that I have been dreading for weeks and my lack of weight loss shows it, I don't want it to trun into a gain. I had cancer about 15 yrs ago and after a couple rounds of chemo ended up having a bone marrow transplant. Well, my body is doing some wierd stuff and now they are looking to see if I have developed another kind of cancer- a common issue after bone marrow transplants. I have 2 young sons now and the thought of cancer again is really taking it's toll on me. I've been doing ok, but I have gained a pound back and I don't want it to be anymore. Being fat isn't going to help me no matter what they find.
Thanks for giving me a place to share this. I'll be off for a bit, going to join my walking partner for our usuall 3 mile walk, but I'll be back later to check in. So far I have only eaten 2 pieces of toast with p butter, so far so good, but I'm not doing very well on the emotional front today.