Hi Alterna's
I fell off the wagon once again back in September and I'm up to 220 again. I am so, so tired of myself. I do not know why my laziness seems to be more important than doing something about my weight. I'm so very irritated right now.
I really need support. I really, really need someone to kick my ***. Just even every once in a while. I am pretty much all alone in this IRL. My boyfriend loves me the way I am, he is not affected by my weight, but *I* am. I don't have a lot of friends... in fact I have none - I work very far away from home and socialise only with my colleagues. I travel 20 hours a week just to get to and from work so I have no time for a social life. I tried to go back to WW and joined a gym but that even was only brief in August and September of last year. I just don't seem to leave work on time to do these things AND get dinner AND get home before 10pm (only to rise again at 5am...).
I'm whinging, I know. I'm full of excuses. That's why I'm asking for your help and support. Is there anyone who can support me?