i'm pretty new here..
and i've always struggled with my weight..
gain some, lose some, gain it back again( u all know what i'm talking about)
but after i had my baby..( about 10 months ago) I am so unhappy with myself.. it's driving me crazy.. but the food just had more power...
but since june 1st... i just turned something inside..
and i'm going for it... it's going to be hard and ****...but i've already lost some pounds( since june 1st) and i'm very happy about it...
i'm afraid though to binge..
i bought some pita bread today.. there's 5 in a packache.. and i eat them all ...( about 1000 calories)
i just HOPE.. i can controle myself and not start eating alot again..
cause i'm just FED up, with the way i look...and feel...
I just need to repeat it to myself: I'm in controllll...
xxx sarah