Hi Ladies
Well, today has been pretty good so far. The morning was great...we had to go to that thing at my husband's office, so the three of us were together for breakfast which virtually never happens anymore, and I really liked that. Then, the event was really nice and I was proud of the way my daughter conducted herself...she is so much more self assured than she was a year or two ago, and it is a delight for me to watch her interact with adults...Also, my mom was able to come, which was great for her and us...she rarely gets to go to "events' anymore, and she has been pretty down lately as she has not had many "good days" (read that not dizzy and able to stay on her feet for some length of time).
Then, when I got home, things did not go so well...You see, I have a job interview scheduled for Tues for a job that I don't think I want...I'm not even sure I want to go back to work...so I have absolutely no enthusiasm for going to this interview. I had gone back and forth about canceling, and by the time I got home, I thought it was too late to call since Mon is a holiday, and this is a panel type interview with several people, so it would screw up schedules were I to drop out at the last minute. To make a long story short, the stress of knowing that I have to go on this interview when I really don't want to, drove me straight to eat the bad stuff...the weird thing is that the whole time I'm doing it, I know rationally I shouldn't...I even find myself saying why am I doing this...anyway, several hundred calories of junk later, I forced myself to enter everything into "mydailyplate" (which is like fitday, only I like it better), so I could see exactly what damage I did...I find that helps me, as I usually do not do as much harm as I think I have done...
Then, I got my behind out the door, and powerwalked for 41 minutes in the hot sun which left me sweating and happy...
Stopeating, I noticed you said that you try to eat about 1000 calories...How do you do that? I don't think I could last on that...do you get really hungry?
Congratulations to your son
You must be so proud of him...I can only imagine the mixed feelings you must have about him going off to college...My daughter is only at the end of her freshman year in h.s. and I am already feeling sorry for myself at the thought of the proverbial "empty nest" lol
Take care all and have a safe and happy holiday weekend