Let me preface this by saying I have always considered myself a pretty strong person with emotions that run on a pretty even keel. That said, I have always suppressed alot of my feelings with food. Now that I've really made a conscious choice not to do that, I feel like I'm a wreck. I came home last night from a long horrible day at work and I bawled like a baby! I wanted to eat so so bad, but I didn't. In some ways I feel like I'm just begining my education about myself, finding out who I am when I don't swallow my feelings constantly. I guess I just feel vulnerable, and I sound crazy!
Anyone else going through this?
Shannon