I had the worst week of my life, which is funny I guess since it was the first week of me changing my life and starting to diet and exercise.
I started ok.
But then around the middle of the week I crashed and I binged for lunch and dinner. I just kept eating, non-stop. I chose to go to buffet places for lunch, I emptied my fridge for dinner. I ate almost 200$ worth of food in 3 days (and that did not involve going to very expansive restaurants)
Today I tried to make sure I logged everything I ate (got to about 1900 calories). I went out for dinner and now, at 9:15 pm, I am back home and all I want is to eat something. I am so hungry. It's so hard for me to resist. And that's why I'm here writing.. I hope that writing about it will help me not eat anything more for tonight.
I can't stop thinking about food... it's so hard......
155 lbs by Valentine's Day (2.14.2011)
145 lbs by St.Patrick's Day (3.17.2011)
135 lbs by Easter Sunday (4.24.2011)
125 lbs by Memorial Day (5.30.2011)
110 lbs by July 4th (7.4.2011)