Oh Dollie! I'm so sorry you are having a rough time! There are no magic words for me to say other than HOLD ON! And, TRY to take it one day at a time. And, if one day is too much right now, break it down into hours. Turn it over to God. Literally, just stop what you are doing and ask your Higher Power to take over, it is completely out of your control.
(((Hugs))) And CALL ME! You know my number!!!!!