Just wanted to get some things off my head and let the addiction go, and quit letting it win by hiding it...
I have never been 'clinically' diagnosed or anything but i know that i have a problem! It was not uncommon for me to go through a drive thu and order 2, and on occasion 3 meals (because if you order 3 drinks it looks to them like your getting it for 3 people not just yourself) and eat them all....or to order 2 pizzas and have them eaten by the next morning, or to get up in the middle of the night and eat that nights left overs because i couldnt stop thinking about them sitting in the fridge. I was rarely hungry when i ate, i ate soley because i was bored or lonely usually....i have grasped this issue in the past few months and can say with great satisfaction that i have not had any binges in the last 3 months, but the thought is and will probably always be there, this group has helped me SO much to realize that i am not a 'freak' there is a reason for this, and most of all i am not alone....so thank you for sharing your stories and making this just that much easier for everyone here!!