Originally Posted by EasterBunny
i am currently drowning in a big miserable pool of "i-dont-know-what"
Hi EasterBunny -
I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one in the pool!
My binging has been completely out of control the past few months. I found this site purely by accident, but after reading the posts and checking out the OA and FAA sites I realize that I am a textbook food addict. What makes it even worse is that my body can't properly digest carbohydrates...anything more than about 30 grams of carbs makes me sick...so every time I binge I'm essentially poisoning myself. I think I'm starting to understand what a drug addict goes through.
It's bad for me. I KNOW it's bad for me, but I want it anyway.
It used to be that I could control my binges by bribing myself with something else. "Don't binge this week and you get ____" fill in the blank. Lately the bribes don't work any more so I'm REALLY glad I found this site because I'm losing control.