This is not weight related. I went into work today and went back to my supervisors desk. The lady who is in charge of the place was there and she looked at me and told me I was a very beautiful lady and always had a smile on my face when I worked. I about fell over. You see these people did not know me almost 60 pounds ago when I felt horrible about myself and honestly the word beautiful is not one in my vocabulary when referring to myself. But with my 42nd birthday approaching fast, I felt great!!!