Okay, I know this is a wierd NSV but I feel it bears mentioning and celebrating. Yesterday at work I had a guest come up to me and start HITTING ON ME! I haven't had anyone do that in 5 years! I was so super excited I told my husband when I got home!
I can't figure out at the moment how to insert a picture into a thread (better go research how), but I took a pic of myself yesterday after that happened and put it as my avatar picture.
I'm still so excited! I think I'm gonna burst out in song! "I feel pretty, oh so pretty...." lol OKay. That's enough for one day. My self esteem is thoroughly inflated. yay! I've spent so long feeling down on myself and thinking that I am ugly. In pictures I've always been "the fat one". I feel like all of my hard work is finally starting to pay off. I can only imagine what 132 is going to feel like!