This morning I made, even surpassed, my 2nd to last mini goal which was 155! Itís such an interesting phenomenon that even though I am embracing my new size 12 (10 in skirts) I still look in the mirror and only see a slight change. And I know this sounds weird but I find myself touching my body more; especially when I am laying in bed all stretched out. I touch my hip bones, my stomach & sides, Iíll touch the back of my knees, etc. The biggest thing lately (and almost too obsessively) is when I am at my desk working I will hunch my shoulders forward to see how far I can get my shoulder bones to stick out. And Iíll touch them Ė still perplexed that they are there. And I still havenít gotten over the fact that I canít sleep in my usual fetal position with my knees touching anymore.
So even though I FEEL all these things changing on my body, I donít SEE them yet. I think when that day finally comes Iím going to freak out!
I know, I know! Iím starting to lose it! Literally and figuratively!
The 1st pic was at 184 pounds - Day 1. The 2nd pic was taken last Saturday. It was a size 10 skirt that actually zipped! But even with these pics, I still don't see much change. The pics are small but if you click on them they will appear larger.
Jan 3 184 lbs.jpg
2011-03-12_12 41 21.jpg
Restarting my journey exactly 4 years from when I first started in January 2011. Reached my goal weight in 2012 and regained half of it back.
I never should have left 3FC!