i binned them!
for some reason, i was holding on to them. not entirely because of weight management problems, but because i generally dont throw away functioning stuff.
yet, today,almost 5 months since reaching goal, i took a big black bin bag and stuffed it with pants that no longer fit.
i also had fun trying them on and see them fall to the floor.
i kept 2 pairs for emotional reasons, but i kept them in a storage box, far out of sight.
what kept going through my head? i am never gaining this weight back, i never want to fit into those again. moments of both joy as well as dreadful responsibility.