I agree with FIF. Get to the center! I'm in the same exact position as you. I've had a bad couple of weeks and yesterday I got back in there. When I called them to see if it was ok to go in at lunch time yesterday, I said, "HELP!" My counselor laughed and said not to worry, we'll get me back on track. That's what they're there for. I went in, explained everything that had been going on, and we can up with a plan of attack. I felt so much better. I didn't have to keep all my feelings inside me. I got to release them which is what's helping me move forward.
Plus, please check in here as well. We've all had our challenges and can help you work through them. I couldn't have gotten as far as I have without their help too!