I really hate to hear of your loss. I can only imagine what your mind and body are going through during this time. My sister is my best friend. She is the one helping through my weight loss. Along with all the wonderful people on here too! If you ever need anyone to talk to, drop me a line, I would love to hear from you! It is great to hear you are back and back on your life change for the better. Hang in there and you can do it. Huggers!