Tight, cute dresses! Halter tops! Better-fitting bras! Cute shoes! Skinny jeans! More tattoos!

I love girly styles, but I've never been confident enough about my body to wear them. I'm in the process of rediscovering fashion. At my heaviest, I wore pretty much exclusively baggy hoodies and loose pants, which I thought disguised my size (they didn't, I just looked sloppy). I actually wore a short-sleeved shirt last week without feeling self-conscious about my arms for the first time in literally years.

I can't wait to be happy with my body and be able to shop thinking "is this cute?" rather than "will this hide me?"

Dragging those things out of my closet and trying them on every day I am getting closer!!!!As I said I don't need to buy anything I just need to fit in them again. I counted a few 30 dress 32 short sleeve tops 25shorts 20 skirts sweaters galore, and on and on....and I was down to have like haveing NOTHING that still fit ITS ALL GETTING with in reach. Many things I will get rid of as they are not needed anymore or fit my life. I JUST WANT THEM TO FIT! BY THE WAY ALL MOST EVERY SINGLE THING bought at thift stores I am a junkie!!!!

I'm going to buy a pair of Doc Marten boots...and go sky diving.

Im buying myself a vacation. To a different country where I can lay on the beach or next to a pool for a whole week. I decided to do that, because by this summer I should reach my goal, and for the first time I'll hopefully be comfortable in a bikini. And hopefully I'll feel comfortable in cute sundresses and such

Over the knee socks! I don't think I've ever been able to comfortably wear them.. I think I need to go further than my current goal but that's ok

I want clothes. LOTS of clothes AND a new haircut/haircolor OOH OOH and my nails/toes done

yes!!! A hot skinny True Religion jeans and will wear them with my favorite Nine West boots. These ones:

Anything that shows I have a waist . . . well, once it curves in instead of out.

Wow, those shows! Gorgeous!!! Makes me wish I could wear heels.

thank you!

When I finally make goal I'm going to splash out on the following:

- A whole new designer wardrobe
- A weekend at Ragdale Hall
- Ice skating lessons
- Adult gymnastics lessons

Okay, I'm totally not rich but a girl can dream right. These are the things that keep me going.

Definitely an Infinite Dress! I'm all about getting wear out of my clothes, so I am definitely going to treat myself to one. (Or maybe more than one!) Hey, it won't be extravagant if I go by "cost per wear"... right?

A black leather corset. I've wanted one for AGES. And once my calves get to a size that allows- a nice pair of knee high black leather boots.

heels! oh man i miss wearing heels! even at 250 i could wear 4 inch heels all day no problem, but not anymore. when i reach goal they will look so much sexier anyways!!

oh, and lingerie! lots and lots of it! a present for my hubby for being so helpful and patient

A super tight bandage dress!