Good morning everyone!
Angie-thanks so much for jump-start--i know I've only finished one day-but it went well, I feel great and I'm down a couple of pounds already.
Something clicked on Tuesday-I picked up my CPAP and the appt went great-I didn't freak out and the guy was impressed at how well I handled it. That coupled with the new diet plan (which seemed feasible), and what else I don't know-but my head just clicked into gear. Do you know what I mean? This always happens with me-I can't just set a date and start a new diet. The stars have to align or something with me. And I can never pin down just WHAT it was that did it either. weird.
So-even though I was just supposed to wear the CPAP for an hour every night while awake (reading, TV, etc) for the first week-it was going so well I decided to go for it. The first night I slept for 2 hrs at a time before I would wake up, rip it off, and readjust. I'd be awake for 20 minutes or so and try again. The hardest part is that i'm a stomach sleeper and I can't really do that with the mask. My back was KILLING me when I woke up-the side sleeping was putting pressure on my lower back.. Even though most people would call that a crummy night's sleep-that's fairly normal for me PLUS I actually slept great when I did sleep.
Yesterday was awesome-I wasn't tired, didn't fall asleep at my desk and was pretty darn cheerful all day.
Last night I tried arranging pillows so I'm sort of on my back and sort of on my side (put pillows behind me) so it relieved my back somewhat but it hurt other muscles. I woke up a couple of times to switch sides (quite the production!) but it went better than the first night. Though I was stiff and sore from not moving when I woke up. Once I worked that out I feel great again. Oh-and I woke up earlier than normal, totally awake. That hasn't happened in ages. Josie yells at me every morning to get moving. It's like I'm the teenager and she's the mom.
I'm all set with the exception of the CPAP compliance report which I'll get in about a month (they read the chip in the machine to make sure I'm using it and it's working)-then I should be able to meet with the surgeon and schedule a date! I think I'll have the weight lost by then too.
It's so nice to FEEL good again (at least mentally-but back is still messed up!). What a change when you don't stop breathing 40 times per hour at night!