So this whole ordeal with the COD closing has left us high and dry, as well as shell shocked...
Liz and I both agreed tonight that all of this has us going off plan in small ways, but not really caring about that diviation.
I really feel like I'm in a state of flux... Torn between knowing what I should do, and not really caring if I do it or not...
I really want to continue with the plan, but not knowing how this is going to turn out has me really concerned...
I'm just venting... But I also had about 4 starches yesterday.. Not bad starches, but just more of the good stuff than I should have had...
This sucks...