Oh Brandi, big hug to you
I am sorry if I brought up something very sensitive. Breastfeeding is not as second nature as people think. My son is a natural born nurser. I am just weening him now but I think I am the only one of my friends who has had luck lately.
Going back to work is also so stressful. I cried leading up to my return but then once back found that a little alone time had made me treasure my time with him more. I don't get overloaded in the day so when I am with him it is all quality time.
You are going to do fine.
I am around if you would like to talk,
Amanda