It's been couple years. Few years ago I lost the most weight I had up to that point (56lbs). Then life happened, got sick, had surgery, moved, lost my job, still looking for a job, and have dealt with major depression through out all of this. Needless to say I let weight loss slide to the back burner then completely off the stove. I've gained back 20lbs. I hate it but it is what it is and I know only way to fix this is accept responsibility for it. I can spend all day hiding behind the excuses with eating my feelings and boredom eating but I am the one who picked up the food and made bad choices with the foods I ate instead of finding another way of dealing with life. So here I am starting over again. I was on this board with majority of my weight loss and I know having the support from this place helped me a lot. So, HI and I'm back.