Hi Squeakyhen!
Congrats on the 20 lbs you've lost so far! And I want you to see this:
You have taken 20 lbs off! You do not want to add a single lb of that fat back, so yes, you must find the motivation to either keep going or maintain if you re happy with your weight as it is now. We can help! Browse around and join in. There is so much to see, and so many great people to meet! Be sure to check out the sub-forum "Chicks Up for a Challenge,"
http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/chic...challenge-159/, and consider joining one or more of the challenge threads. Everyone there is so nice and supportive, and it really does help get you going and keep you going! Good luck in your journey. You can do this!