Hi,
I'm new to this and I have been seeing this as my last hope. I have struggled with losing weight for years and now its just has gotten the best of me. I find myself sad and angry every time I look in the mirror. I've always been a typically outgoing and happy person and now I have lost that along with my self-esteem. It has made my sex go to he** and I can't seem to get intimate with my fiance without feeling disgusting. My goal is to lose 40 pounds and get down to the weight I was before. I don't have anyone to help me be motivated because my fiance and I are on different schedules and he is already pretty fit himself. I am sick of looking at thin, fit women and being jealous of what they have. I'm ready to try and get motivated and make this change in my life so I can get back to that outgoing and happy person.