I am new to posting, blogging, and all of this. I don't really talk about how much I weigh or how much I hate the way I look, so this is actually hard for me. I am 5'1" , 199 lbs. I have struggled with this all my life. Mostly my insecurities have been behind binge eating. Sometimes eating something sweet can triger binging on sweets. Sometimes I get tired of struggling with all of this and give up. I am afraid if I don't change now I never will. That is my worst nightmare. I enjoy exercising especially walking but I can't seem to be consistant with it. This is the most I've ever said about my weight. I hope admitting all this will help. Any advise is greatly appreciated