Hi, my name is Nicky and i am new to this forum
. I wish I have thought of joining a weight lose forum for peer support years ago
. So here is my mini story: About 3 yrs ago I had lose 90lbs. I was 265lbs my biggest and my lowest @ 170. Over the pass two yrs i had gain 20-25lbs. I have been driving myself crazy trying to lose the same 20-25lbs. It was hard work and tears, didn't have weight loss surgery to loss the weight. I eat very small meals and worked out everyday. I had so skin issues so i had some cosmetic surgeries done. After my tummy tuck i had gain the weight. So, what made me join today. I am very unhappy with myself and the fact i can't lost the weight. Somewhere i had lost my drive. The ups and downs are hard. I can't even enjoy my weight loss becuase i have altered self image. I still see myself fat. But at 199lbs i am fat. So, i am going to try one more time before i decide to get the gastic sleeve. Tonight is day one