I WILL be successful this time.
Hello all,
I am a first year teacher, destined to be thin. I live in Central Ohio and have been over weight the last ~5yrs or so. Ever since I graduated high school, really. An abusive boyfriend and life circumstances helped lead me to my current path.
I have not weighed myself for ~6 months. I estimate that I am somewhere between 170-180. I am only 5' tall. I come from a very fit and athletic family for the most part, so I tend to feel self concious and inadequate. I would like to get back down to at least 135, which is where I graduated high school. Smaller of course, would not be frowned on.
I have been following the Belly Fat Cure plan for the last week or so, and just FEEL healthier. What I don't like is the fact that I cannot enjoy fruit. I am finishing my supply of Crystal Light and then I am supposed to find a better alternative.
I'm really good at going off track. But I HATE my body. There is not really one positive thing I can say about it. I am so so SO tired of feeling this way.
I am very greatful to have found these forums, and am looking forward to finally succeeding.
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