Jabba - My heart truly goes out to you. Though my lifestyle wasn't balanced or healthy, I could not deal with the emotional issues of losing it. Plus, the abuse my boss inflicted had me afraid to leave my house. What I've learned since being here at 3FC is that I have to take accountability, not for what happened to me, but for my reaction to it. I could have seen the loss as an opportunity to be happier.
AND SO CAN YOU! I know you are scared but you can make your business and personal goals a reality! Fight back!
Good luck!
