Okay, So I'm new here pretty much. I'm not going to bore anybody reading this with my whole life story, So I'll make a Long story short. BTW some basic info is in my profile. Anywho, I pretty much been overweight Since the age of 13ish you can say. I'm 19 now so thats been 6 years. 6 Long years lol. The most I ever weighted was 284, and I vowed that I would never make it up to that weight again, and I haven't Came close but I didn't reach it. Right now i'm about 262. 2 years ago I was the smallest I ever been in these 6 years which was 232-230. I feel so out of place now, I don't really have to many friends now, and the ones I do have, there just assicates now.
I just don't feel comfortable with myself anymore. I used to feel good about myself when I was making progress, but now I just feel how I used to feel. I make all these promises to myself and I never follow through with them. I feel like everywhere I go people are just constantly judging me and staring at me, Some good stares and some bad. I just for once want to feel and be happy again, and not constantly compare myself to other/ or you can say 'Smaller" girls, Lol. I created this problem So, now its time to fix it. Here I go world once again!
Hello Out there!
