I'm Done!
Hi. What a fantastic site and I'm already so glad I found it on my search for support.
As the title says, I'm done. I'm 27 years old and I weigh somewhere around three hundred pounds, most likely on the plus side of that. I was just below a few months ago but I know I've packed that little bit I'd lost back on over the holidays...Haven't weighed myself since...
I live in Canada and I have two fantastic children and the most supportive and loving fiance in the world. He and I have been discussing my finally getting my weight under control b/c I've been having (minor) health problems that are no doubt a direct result of my weight. This of course, was my new years resolution. To give myself back to my children and hubby in the form of a fit, healty Mother/wife who will be here for a long time.....
On January 3rd this year my cousin (in law...whatever) dropped dead in the lobby of our hospital due to a massive blood clot that went to her heart, along with severely clogged arteries. She was 35 and left behind a little boy who will be devastated for the rest of his life. She wasn't as big as me. I'm absolutely devastated and ashamed of myself. Beyond the sadness of losing such a wonderful person, though we weren't terribly close - hardly matters....I'm terrified..I'm done, and I need to fix myself soon....now...TODAY!
I hope I've found what I'm looking for here and I hope I can be that to some of you folks in the process.
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