Where to begin... Well it's time to do something about this weight... I hate it and it's consuming my thoughts. I know it's going to be tough as I have a hard time sticking to a program and find I eat my way through the evenings.. When I'm doing it - I can make excuses... It's the guilt afterwards thats so consuming.
2009 is going to be my year - I'm putting that out there. I feel as though this body does not belong to me and can hardly believe it's mine - even when I'm looking in the mirror... Self esteem is a big issue for me though. I've had body image issues since I was a teen... even at 100 lbs I hated the way I looked... now at 140 pounds I'm repulsed.. sorry to sound so harsh but it's true.
Hoping with the support of so many people (unbiased) that this journey will be a successful one...
I will be joining WW AGAIN in January...
Thanks for reading... and it's great to see so many supportive people on here!! Many amazing success stories too. Very inspiring!
Hello from the West Coast of Canada...
