Welcome Tess
[from southwestern Indiana
]
It's sounds like we're pretty much in the same boat. I am almost 47, and I didn't gain most of my weight until I had my second child at 39. I was pregnant at the same time my metabolism came to a screeching halt.
I still feel pretty clueless about this overweight thing. You know how they say that anorexic people have a warped sense about their body size-- no matter how small they are, they still think it's not small enough? Well, I have the opposite problem. I still look in the mirror to this day and am shocked why I'm not a size 6 any more, even 25 years later. What the heck happened...?!
I have trouble with binge eating, and I also sabotage myself if I'm not very, very careful. I will say that this website has helped me immensely. I hope it does the same for you!
Best of luck
!
~Wistfulgirl