Hi everyone. My name is Wendy and I'm not really new to 3FC just been on a hiatus. I've been here for every diet I've been on in the past 2 years. WW, Nutrisystem and currently LAWL. I've never been that big of a poster, always thougth that even though you guys were here to offer support, it wasn't going to help me. I have to want it for myself. And believe me I do. I'm just scared to let go of the way that I'm eating... I love food and I'm a binge (no purge) closet eater. I will eat fine in front of people but when no one is looking I gorge myself. I feel guilty doing it but then I turn around and do it again. It's hard for me to stop as much as I want to. Like I said, I'm scared. I've been doing LAWL since (off and on) Jan 19 and so far I've lost 20 and currently gained 10. I've been off track. I'm not sure this is the plan for me and I hate that I've wasted so much money. I want to lose the weight but like others, I'm waiting on that magic pill. I know that there isn't one but I can't figure out which diet is right for me.
I have a wedding coming up in 4 months. I'm the biggest bridesmaid. I had to pay $15 extra since I had to buy a plus size. I want to lose the weight and show everyone I can do it. I just don't have the energy. I can't change the diet mentality to life style change.
I know I'm a nut case, but there aren't too many people around me that understand. I'm sorry to unload all this on you, I mean I just met you
I have no where else to turn, except food. I just don't know where I fit in.