Rough day...PMSing like crazy, dealing with difficult people, lots of work stress, and just got a jury duty summons (postponed that sucker to September). I'm tired of these hormone fluctuations on IP and also just tired of still being in P1. I'm pretty sure I hit the 70 lb mark yesterday (home scale), but I am sooo mentally ready to phase off. I need the flexibility in my life.
I know I won't go back to my old habits, I just want to be able to live a little. I'm absolutely NOT going to cheat because I want to get to goal or close ASAP, but I'm just feeling IP/P1 fatigue. Tired of doing it, talking about it, etc. I feel like I've become a boring diet lady.
. Wahh...I feel like a whiner, but it's better to get my feelings out than to hold them in and let them fester.
Went to a beautiful bridal shower this weekend and it was rough- great wines, amazing food, etc. I munched on raw veggies and was happy for my friend, but struggling inside. I didn't feel like binging. I just wanted to have a few snacks and glasses of wine. The wedding is in mid-July and I'm hoping for a strong month, so that I can phase off for it.
Sorry for whining everyone. I'm 100% OP and will continue to be, but I'm so ready to move on with my life. I'm even getting tired of compliments/comments about my weight and answering questions about how I did it. Now that my weight loss is really noticeable, people are asking if I'm finished or close and I say "no." You'd think that would be a good thing, but it just reminds me how much more I have to go and annoys me when people are nosy about my body.
I hope you all are having a better Monday than me. Please don't hate me for for my whining session. I'm annoying myself. Time to eat chicken and broccoli/cauliflower...yay! Not...