You ever have one of those days where no matter what you do..you cant take your mind off of something? Or do you ever feel so bummed or so crappy that you just want 1 freaking cookie to feel better...just to feel human?
Before anyone goes and suggests that i could have made pudding into a cookie or a shake into a drink that tastes like a cookie..let me remind you I am on alternatives..and that does not include any alternatives online. All of my alternatives are merely Premier Nutrition shakes that are chocolate flavoured..they are grose but i drink them because im fuelling my body..that is all..
So how did the start go? Well..i made it seven days ...trying to go for another four month challenge..Yah...i failed today..I have been suffering the worst PMS in the history of PMS that i have ever had..I suppose it might be related to the fact that i just started birth control pills...however, i have horrible horrible pain that doesnt want to go away...i have a super heavy flow with clots...and i have never had a heavy flow before...I feel so bloated i barely want to eat...but i am craving sweets like never before...In particular..gingersnaps...funny as it sounds..i have this insane craving for gingersnaps.. I have made it through most of the day drinking lemon ginger herbal tea straight...but it was like "God just give me a gingersnap PLEASE!!".
On top of that...i have been at my parents house visiting for the past few days..and though they claim to be on a diet..they really arent.. They have been eating fudge and gingerbread cookies and white chocolate bark and junk food..I have survived baking there Christmas presents and didnt even taste anything i made...but it has been torture yesterday and today which i think is related to my really bad PMS...
But regardless of that..i epicly failed.. I ate a half of a pizza(a half????????so baaad!!!) Then i drank my tea with cream...and ate gingersnaps....sigh
Its safe to call this day...well....just a stinking sucky no good very bad day
Sorry this is so long.. i just needed to let it all out...so i can start fresh tommorow.