I know EXACTLY how you feel! I know EXACTLY where you're coming from!!! I was 100% there VERY recently and for a VERY long time -- now I'm about 85% there (feeling a little better after having lost some weight and said yes to my husband a few tims
BUT still no nice clothing, no make-up, no confidence to really get out into the world and live my life to the fullest...)
So instead of just saying "good luck", I will join you in the challenge!!! I had lost 18 lbs last month so far, so it won't be 65 by December but 45, none the less, I'm taking on the challenge!