Start Weight: 294.6 pounds
Weight in 2nd pic: 204.4 pounds
Yesterday I scanned an old email address to find old pictures at my highest weight, and sure enough I did! It was mind blowing to see then but I am sooo glad I found them. At this time this journey has become a real psychological challenge for me losing site of how far I have come. I just took a new pic a couple minutes ago I do not have those shorts so sorry folks I wore the closest thing I have too shorts
I had to show you all both images unedited or cropped flaws and all. I'd like you to see the "weight loss battle scares" i am carrying. And know that they are really not that bad. Was never a hard flawless porcelain doll to begin with so I would never hold myself to those expectations now. Actually I am beyond happy at how my body has reacted to losing 90+ pounds not toooooo dang shabby
The bra's are different in the 'before pic' it is a 44ddd pushup that was to small so it made my boobs bulge. In the after pic it is a full coverage 37i cup... I have no way of knowing but i swear it was my focus on muscle training that allowed me to keep my bust and go from a 44h down to a 37i... which means my rib cage shrunk but my boobs didnt go to fast.
Hmm i hope i cover some major points I remember being issues I was scared of when starting my journey... feel free to pick my brain promise I won't hide anything!
I wanted you to see every bit of flesh as the first picture shows and tried my best to do the same pose and distance so it would be a exact comparison.
What a difference... I am taken back a bit just looking at it again... this was over the course of 2.5yrs almost like steps down I was able to push myself to lose. In my mind I hoped I'd lose it all inside of a few months but a long journey with times when I would hold the number on the scale for months or even gain. But after sometime of thinking back an just appreciating myself and all the love work i was doing just for me got me right back working to a healthier happier me.
I really hope their is even one women out there that seeès this as I did when I started my journey and passion ignites in you and start that up hill climb.
It is worth every last second. Anything worth having is worth fighting for!!!
ONE-derland... let's meet up next week homie